Today, I am twenty-five years old. I have been sick for precious few days in my life. Apart from one major jaundice attack I succumbed to in school at the age of twelve, I have been in great health. I have never had any broken bones or ever missed a day of school–or at least when I was staying with my Mom
Anyway, the point is I’ve always been a healthy kid; a little too “healthy” actually. All dressed up in my birthday suit, I weighed in at a staggering thirteen pounds. I have always managed to be the fattest kid in my class, no exceptions. I’ve sucked at sports, and focused my energies on academics. Since the start, I have excelled in all aspects of the classroom, anything I have set my mind to.
Today, the story is different. I smoke, I drink (but I don’t binge, not anymore), I’m a fast food junkie, my memory is failing me, my attention span is diminishing quicker than I can realize what I’m doing to myself, and I’m uncertain as to exactly what this is all leading up to. Or what the cause of it is. Maybe it’s the uprooting of foundations and placing them in a foreign environment. Or maybe I’m continually lazy and this is just something I’m good at. I mean, even my job involves me sitting in one place and moving my fingers over my keypad.
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